first official blog post on neocities. last night i was looking for stupid images before:2010 and stumbled upon an absolutely insane personal blog that inspired me to start using this website for a similar purpose: to force anyone who reads this to be subject to my unfiltered thoughts. (i will be filtering these thoughts very carefully).
today i had a driving lesson and did not crash the car. unfortunately, my back has been hurting and i think im sick. played modded minecraft for a little bit, but got bored. i doodled my oc gabriel a few times, and chatted with friends on discord. i have work tomorrow, but might consider calling out if im feeling worse than today. i have not gotten much music done, but have watched a few video essays:
the insane vatican conspiracy theories rabbit hole
who is satan in islam? iblis explained
ive been trying to make a point of finally going through my watch-later, and cutting it down to only educational/informational videos rather than brainrot or video games, etc. about a week ago i was able to cut it down from almost 3k videos to just 30, and ive been inching away at actually watching them. learning things is fun, and i think a much better alternative to just doomscrolling for 3 hours, then going "man i wonder why im so depressed?".
shits scary right now. shits also infuriating right now. im thankful i have friends and family who love me, whom i love back, and i hope they not only stay safe but prosper. love is the strongest force against hate. everyone be more woke now. fuck ice, fuck trump, fuck israel.
i also had some yummy tumeric-honey tea, and will make more once i post this blog. good morning, good afternoon, and goodnight.